I wrestled through many sleepless nights after God became real to me. I can only describe this period of my life as 2 years of mental agony.
–
C.L. Cagan
agony
Since then, at an uncertain hour, That agony returns: And till my ghastly tale is told, This heart within me burns. –
Since then, at an uncertain hour,
That agony returns:
And till my ghastly tale is told,
This heart within me burns.
–
Samuel Taylor Coleridge,
The Rime of the Ancient Mariner